|
SubscriptionsSites I Read
|
|
|
|
| there are so many things that i wish i could say to fix things.but the fact of the matter is,no one way to fix somthing will make everyone happy.i know that i am veiwed at a low level by everyone,and i could really care less.i am falling apart.from everything.so does that make you happy??to know that i dont even want to have a xanga anymore.to know that i am breaking down between passing periods because thing people are saying??did you get what you want??are you happy now??and this whole time i was trying to make things better.not everything you hear is true.and i want to say im sorry.because no matter how hard i try,i always fuck things up.
♥
this is the one time to assume it,but chances are if you are reading this it is about you.for once. | | |
| fuck me ♥ ♥
time for a new xanga soon.because this.is bullshit.♥ | | |
| exept now they know what they are doing.because they did it so wrong before.another dream gone down the drain.im almost at the point where i completly dispise myself.mirros suck.not only physical reflection but the person staring back.just to let you know.you're lucky.but thats all.because inside,you're ugly.you're ugly like ME.
♥
And I have is hope
And all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope
I won't give in
Just live and breathe
And try not to die again | | |
| sooner or later..
today-beth josh and i went to lagrance.first we went to borders and looked at music and stuff.then we went to coldstone and got icecream.yummy.i got 'mint mint chocolate chocolate chip'.it was good but i couldnt finish it so i gave it to josh.we went to his house and played computer,sims and recorded stuff.his new song is awesome.love it.we played frisbee for about five minutes because beth and i were having an off frisbee day ha.then we went to my house and played bad video games.at six forty five we went to the tattoo place so joshua could get an OYSTER.ha clam.beth and i were so slap happy.look at all the HELICOPTERS.while josh was waiting to get his ink done ((ha im a loser)) beth and i tried to find somthing to do on harlem.it was hopeless.until..ARBYS.but i do not feel like fucking comic books.owch paper cuts.we ran across harlem like the retards we are.got shakes.and made a little town of salt and stuff."and this will be the lake" lmao.then beth created a TORNADA and then town was ruined damnit.then uh harley came and we went to watch joshuas tattoo.my parents were being stupid so i had to go home and beth and josh came back later until like ten thirty.all i have to say is balloons.ha.oh..and C3PO??green DAY??ha..kbye
♥
hmm.i dont even know what to say about things that have been going on latley.let me just say this;;im hurt.badly.we all are.but i guess that doesnt matter now.see it?MYXDISPOSABLEXHEARTXX?!kthanks.
ps i could care less about you so stfu you moron | | |
| last day of xanga premium.how sad.i put a new song in the custom module none the less. 'this disaster' by new found glory.
yesterday-we got out at like 1ish.me beth and josh went to alexs house and watched the goonies.great movie.then bethi and joshi had to get ready for prom so they went home to get dressed.i went home.and the car ride home was probably the greatest because joshs sister is so fucking funny.when i got home i went online and found the sexy new layout.took me forever to make it work for some reason lol.then i watched cinderella story,sleep hollow,and the crow city of angels.sleepy hollow is the best out of those three.city of angels was weird..i most definatly like the first one better.went online agian till like twelveish.then it was time to sleep because i had a lot on my mind.
i would just like to thank, bethany jane, joshua, jane a lane, and christina for talking to me.you guys are the best. <3<3<3
so we wont be making fishy faces today.or at least not at the aquarium.oh wells.
you used to be my angel but now youre more like the devil keep on talking darling youre bound to kill yourself with another thousand words and tears my eyes right out id rather see you without them anyway take me away i dont know you anymore after tomorrow things just wont ever be the same again keep on running darling youre bound to kill yourself with another thousand miles and tear my eyes right out id rather see you without them anyway take me away i dont know you anymore and I know you will never rip my heart out listen to me again you will never rip my heart out and leave it beating on the floor listen to me again take me away i dont know you anymore.
or did i ever
//EDIT//
puisque im refroidit je vais faire une entrée en français hou là je suis bizarre.je pense que nous prenons le train pour aller le parti qu'il augmente dans lagrange.ce mieux être un bon jour plein d'amusement autrement je vais pendre le quelqu'un.arent j'un bien-aimé ? au revoir mes amours
♥ | | |
|
|
billy<3talent
|
|
what you see is what you get fishing for the answer with a line and sinker
look at me and don't forget hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers today I don't feel pretty and i'm tired of trying to fit right in don't think they're just so great
cause being great must suck we don't always see the bright side we all need ego suicide you hung my id today but I have licked my wounds and carried on everybody needs some sympathy santa seemed to miss my chimney reality is truly scaring me so set 'em straight and finally say what you see is what you get fishing for the answer with a line and sinker look at me and don't forget hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers my heart is in the right place so wipe that smurk right off your face don't make me feel like that cause that's just plain not nice we don't always see the bright side and I lied when I said I was fine you slammed my face today but I have licked my wounds and carried on everybody needs some sympathy santa seemed to miss my chimney reality is truly scaring me so set 'em straight and finally say what you see is what you get fishing for the answer with a line and sinker look at me and don't forget hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers everybody needs some sympathy santa seemed to miss my chimney you stole my luck from me and now my fortune cookie's empty cause you came and you stole it all from me so set 'em straight and finally say what you see is what you get fishing for the answer with a line and sinker look at me and don't forget hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers
|
|
